Then I am the bee
You light up my world like a Christmas tree
If you take my hand then we’ll both be free
Can you be all that I need you to be?
Like a bad superstition
A mental “condition”
Like I know better what to do and not do,
But somehow I still want to run straight to you
Seeing every corner of you through my hands
Taking you in without need for command
So much has happened that never was planned
If I was a courtroom would you take the stand?
My thirst unreasonable
My trust defeat-able
My hands so reachable
If only this behavior was teach-able
You snuck in without saying a word
A thought did not occur
You took over like a cancer
I can't pretend
You aren't the one I want to defend
Why couldn't you have been nice
Why didn't you think to ask twice
Why was I the one who had to sacrifice?
I'm sorry for not asking before the kiss
But none of this is what I wished
Feeling my stomach in twists
Trying to turn off the channel of reminisce
And I wonder if you know
And I try understand
And I hope that you're okay
And I wish things like this were easier to say