Prologue: It's Okay To Feel Things
- Excited
- Filled with life and joy
- Antici...pation
- Not I
- Not I
- Not I
- Not I
- Not I
1. Not I
Next, I have a long-sleeve black t-shirt to cover my top half, but I needed something to cover my exposed neck. So,I grabbed a black halter tank top, pinned the straps together in the back so they are secure enough and placed the straps of the halter over my ears to create the look in the top right where I look like I am wearing a fake black wizard beard. Next, I needed to cover everything above my mouth, so I grabbed a cropped short sleeved black cardigan and pulled it over my head with the back neck line over my nose area then used an elastic hair tie to tighten the fabric to secure it to the back of my head.
Wait, but Amy, it's supposed to be a mouth! I still see your clinical white tile bathroom!
Step into my lighting studio:
2. My Favorite Things
- Warm gooey (dairy-free) chocolate chip cookies
- Pizza Luce
- Walking through untouched snow as it sparkles in the early morning light when no one else is around
- Watching Harry Potter, LEGO Batman, or LEGO Movie while speaking-along to every word
- The moment before a symphony begins after a conductor has taken the stage and holds the baton still in silence
- Singing along to Book of Mormon
- Writing my own DIY SNL skits
- The feeling of completing a 5K run
- Losing myself in the power of Zumba
- Positive affirmations
- Fresh sexy hair cut
- Remembering A Year with Frog and Toad at CTC
- When animals do that thing where they know you're not okay
- Imagining I am boarding the Hogwarts Express
- Pretending I'm attending Hogwarts and exploring the castle
- Tiny baby/toddler clothing
- A really awesome workout
3. Dedicated to My Final Exam
Songwriters: Adam King Feeney / Louis Bell / Taylor Swift
How many days did I spend
Thinkin' 'bout how you did me wrong, wrong, wrong?
Lived in the shade you were throwin'
'Til all of my sunshine was gone, gone, gone
And I couldn't get away from you
In my feelings more than Drake, so yeah
Your name on my lips, tongue tied
Free rent, livin' in my mind
But then something happened one magical night
I forgot that you existed
And I thought that it would kill me, but it didn't
And it was so nice
So peaceful and quiet
I forgot that you existed
It isn't love, it isn't hate
It's just indifference
I forgot that you
Got out some popcorn
As soon as my rep starting going down, down, down
Laughed on the schoolyard
As soon as I tripped up and hit the ground, ground, ground
And I would've stuck around for ya
Would've fought the whole town, so yeah
Would've been right there front row
Even if nobody came to your show
But you showed who you are, then one magical night
I forgot that you existed
And I thought that it would kill me, but it didn't
And it was so nice
So peaceful and quiet
I forgot that you existed
It isn't love, it isn't hate
It's just indifference
I forgot that you
Sent me a clear message
Taught me some hard lessons
I just forget what they were
It's all just a blur
I forgot that you existed
And I thought that it would kill me, but it didn't
And it was so nice
So peaceful and quiet
I forgot that you existed
I did, I did, I did
It isn't hate, it's just indifference
It isn't love, it isn't hate
It's just indifference (so yeah)
4. Dedicated to My iPhone
as sung by Lady Antebellum
Original Songwriters: Joshua Kear / Hillary Scott / Dave Haywood / Charles Kelley
Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for my phone 'cause, I can't take it anymore
And I wonder if I ever I'll ever go outside
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now
Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door
Wishing I could leave here in the way I did before
And I wonder if I ever I'll ever go outside
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk, and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now
Whoa oh whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now
I just need you now
Oh iPhone, I need you now ooh ooh