Because seeing you is the bestest.
It makes me wonder.
It makes me want.
It makes me change colors and fonts.
And I try to forget you
And I try stop wanting you
And I lie -
To myself.
TO myself.
To myself.
And I say, "It's okay."
And I say, "Step away!"
And I say, "He just likes you as a friend,"
"Loves you," they say,
And I say, "He just loves you as a friend."
"And," I tell myself -
Again and again -
"If he wanted you, he'd ask,"
And, "He is not your to do list, or your task."
And, "I need you to relaaaaax."
"Please, remember the faaaacts:
He's there.
You're here."
But whenever you appear
I hear:
My heart come out to play
The little butterfly I tried to keep away -
Whispers in my ear, "he loves you anyway,"
And it flutters its wings from the inside of my toes directly up my spine
It sends shivers through my veins and into my mind
It rushes forward because it thinks its see something divine
and it flies, no, it glides -
Right through my eyes
Directly into yours,
"Love is an open - "
Doors can no longer conceal
The heart you tried not to steal
And the huge smile I feel
And sometimes I want to know why you don't ask
Why you don't add me to your to do lists or tasks
Because I feel like we're both holding back.
Is there a good reason not to attack?
And is two years long enough to say we didn't rush?
And if its been two years does it still count as a crush?
Seeing you has got me wishing for my favorite season.
If I'm the one you want, do you really need a reason?
And if 1 + 1 = 2 are we even?
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