I could hold you and ask you to be mine
I could breathe you and fill your lips with wine
But when you saw me, you couldn’t look me in the eye.
Did you see me?
Did you ever really see me?
Did you ever really miss me?
Did you ever wish you’d kept me?
Did you wish you'd really kissed me?
Did you ever almost text me?
Please, don’t tell a lie.
Why, why, why, why, why didn't you look me in the eye?
Did you wonder why you said goodbye?
Did you run away so I wouldn't ask you why?
Did you feel anything as you walked by?
Did you remember the last time you saw me and wiped away my tears as I cried?
Well, goodnight.
You'd told me they'd stay
You told me someone would come and sweep me away
You told me I'd forget about you in less than a day
That I'd thank you for going away
I told me you'd stay
I'd told me you'd beg me not to go away
I told me you wouldn't be able to resist
I told me you'd let me finally have that kiss
And yet here you are
And yet here am I
Unkissed and unmissed and where would we be?
You could have sat down right next to me
I would have smiled and told you how wonderful you were
You'd tell me how nervous you felt and how it all went by in a blur
I'd stare at you smiling up on that stage
You'd tell me you were just like wine, better with age
You'd let me hold your pinky, no, maybe you're whole hand
You told me I'd meet someone
That I wouldn't be blue
But, the only person I keep meeting ...
Is you.
This flash back
This image
When I jumped in the sky
And I remembered your goodbye
And I remembered your gift
Your, "No, okay fine(s)"
Your 'Wish you were mine(s)"
Your curly locks
Your crazy socks
Thinking of your pencil softly tracing my lines
That portrait you drew
That day you begged me to be true
That letter I never read until we were through
The moment I knew I should have just kissed you
And let you kiss me
I wonder where we'd be...
And I wonder if you'll see
All of that in me
If you come to the show
If you see me let go
And you remember my name
Would you still feel that pain?
Would you regret that you came?
I hope that you're happy
You look like you are
When you pack up your family in your family car
Well, I'm sure that you are
And someday I'll have my own family car
I Want To Remember
I want to feel present before this is past
I want to remember all that I see
I want to remember Eddie & Vinnie
I am [platonically????] in love with this man:
Happy Opening To Eddie & Vinnie!
Happy opening to me!
Happy opening to Eddie & Vinnie!
Letters to Vinnie
I don't get out much. But when I do, I spend my time supporting my friends, like YOU!
Thank you, Nana, for my ticket!
Can you imagine?
Can you believe?
There is so much He is about to conceive -
Already in place
Already your face, is somewhere shining and glowing
Already knowing.
And I am so grateful
So thankful for you
So thankful for me
For all that we do
Past present and future
Where to begin?
I'll start with a step
Not needing to know
Ready to let go
Awaiting not waiting
Scanning not dating
All in good time
According to the divine
Can I get you a glass of wine?
Thank you for my nana
Thank you for my home
Thank you for my computer
Thank you for my friends
Thank you for my fingers and my hands
Thank you for my dancing feet
Thank you for my delicious eats
Thank you for water and feelings
Thank you for floors and ceillings
Thank you for dancing
Thank you for prancing
Thank you for reindeers
Thank you for releasing all my fears
Thank you for showing me I am doing something
Thank you for giving me knowing
For glowing
For showing
For
Thank you for taste
Thank you for time
Thank you for space
Thank you for smiles
And "stay awhile(s)"
Thank you for hugs
And cuddles
And kisses
Thank you for "you are the one that I misses"
Thank you for opportunity
Thank you for bringing him to me
Wouldn't that be a whirl...