Today I am grateful:
To celebrate someone else
To get out of my head
To focus on someone, something, anyone else instead
To watch the undead
To bring my inner child back to life
To let myself smile
To let myself hurt
To let myself be scared and disturbed
To be angry and sad
To feel happy and bad
To feel so so confused
To feel beaten and bruised
To feel jilted and used
And its all okay, I promise it is,
Sometimes we just have to hurt
It's not your fault
It's just a little dirt
And happy
To feel proud
And sad
To feel excited and grateful
To feel good and bad
And I love you all
And I am so proud
And I tried my best to shout out loud
And it was good to see you, to meet you again
To say hello to my slippery friends
Congratulations, congratulations I say!
May you have many more beautiful days.
How you can become a stranger in what used to be your home
And I wonder what it will be like in 10 years, or 20?
Will anyone remember me? Will I be only one of the few in the plenty?
And what will that feel like?
And who will I be?
And what is it I was hoping to see?
The smallest big boy sitting tall!
Sitting out near the blue
It's just as bright and colorful
Remember that one time you watched me fall?
And its cozy and its sweet
And they said they made it fresh
And I wouldn't expect any less
And I sit and I laugh
And I joke and I smile
And I stay here, for just a little while
Soaking it all in
Trying not to let the mosquitos get under my skin
And, no its not perfect, but it is pretty and light
And I think I might just take another bite.
I wish I could make these words come out alright
And I wonder and ask
And I want to remove your mask
And I should just stay on task
Stay, Amy, stay behind the glass
Let go, and let go fast
This isn't your human
There's no reason to ask
But-
What if-
No.
No.
You have to let go.