And then the universe reminds you how amazing you are.
"She's a dancerrrrrrrr"
"She's a singerrrrrr"
And you're Wendy
And I wanna fly
Will you keep pulling out my feathers every time I pass you by?
Or will you wave a silent goodbye?
Shed a tear and not let me wipe your eye?
Wish you were the leggings rolling up my thigh?
Say goodbye
Don't wonder why
Just say goodbye and
Let me fly
Title: Who Needs Cups?
Hoping everyone at Planet Fitness is disassociating as much as I am
In their own little corners of the world
Hoping they're just as invisible as I'd like to be
How many people?
How many people see me?
Thank you for my amazing new headshots!
Thank you for my incredible family
& their sentimentality
& their support
But I need you to know I hold onto you.
When I'm feeling crazy.
When I'm feeling through.
& all the pupperino therapy I could have ever requested.
Thank you for my incredible job
Thank you for my beautiful work place
Thank you for allowing me to bring the comforts of home to work
and how it makes me feel
needed
wanted
loved
thought of
held
in the arms of his mind.
how much I wanted you
"I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to be this. Anymore."
But that's not a choice you gave me.
I am what I am.
There's no going back.
It doesn't matter how many times I tell myself what I could have, should have done.
What I could have done does not matter.
What I should have done does not matter.
Sometimes bad things happen.
But that doesn't mean you have to stop trusting yourself.
Or that you have to stop trusting God.
But if I'm so protected - how could this have happened?
If I'm so blessed -
If I'm so lucky -
Why did this have to happen?
I don't know why this had to happen.
Maybe it didn't have to happen.
The point is that it did.
And it's not 'worth' anything. Ever. It never will be. Nothing will ever be 'worth' going through that.
But I'm alive.
And as long as I'm alive I'm going to live.
That may sound stupid, but it's true.
Because he doesn't get anymore power over me.
I can't give him anymore power over me.
B: Yes. But there is also so much healing.
And why is it so painful when you finally see
All of them and all of their honesty
Their roughness
Their raw
Their immaturity
Their youth
Their truth?
B: Isn't that just called confession?
A: Well -
B: Or therapy?
A: Well -
What are we going to do with her story?
Can everything just be fine?
2: You can't lose your heart.
1: Then why does it feel like it's missing?
B: I think it's a physical manifestation of the way I beat myself up psychologically.
A: Oh.
B: What about you?
Daddy used to take my hand, say "Follow me"
Daddy used to leave me back home all the time
I got big enough to run around, daddy left me outside
He said, "Find your way back
Big, big world, but you got it, baby
Find your way back, don't let this life drive you crazy
Find your way back, come back home 'fore the street lights on
Find your way back, find your way back"
Daddy used to tell me, "Look up at the stars
It's been a long time, but remember who you are
Circle of life, but one day, I might not make it
Circle of life, but one day, I might not make it"
But you just got to find your way back
Big, big world, but you got it, baby
Find your way back, don't let this life drive you crazy
Find your way back, come back home 'fore the street lights on
Find your way back, find your way back
Daddy used to teach me all my moves
Run around, 'round, had to tie my shoes
Itty bitty child with a smile like you
Wild, wild child look a lot like you
Daddy used to teach me all my tricks
Run around wild, had to get my fix
Daddy used to teach me all my plays
On a marathon, had to run my race
Find your way back
Big, big world, but you got it, baby
Find your way back, don't let this life drive you crazy
Find your way back, come back home 'fore the street lights on
Find your way back, find your way back, yeah
Rikirobo roborebe
Mamasibo robirebi rebi
Skindanu dinda dundun
Sibirobo roborebe
Oroboskibo robi rebirebi
Skidin dadun dadun daya
Daddy used to teach me all my moves
Run around wild, had to tie my shoes
Itty bitty child with a smile like you
Wild, wild child look a lot like you
Daddy used to teach me all my tricks
Run around wild, had to get my fix
Daddy used to teach me all my plays
On a marathon, told me run my race
Find your way back"
So Happy To Be Back At Rockville :')
She's ready to ROCK
She's puttin' in the WORK
Happy Rockville Debut to ME
When they cast you as a diva...
Production Photos
Photos by Danny Gabriel 05/27/23
Photos by Heather Collins 05/29/23
Photo by Space.Coasters
I'm back in!!! They put me in, Coach! I will be in shows as a dancer through June 13th! I'll also be on as a dancer June 18th, 23rd, 24th, & July 7-8th.
Oh, yeah, and I'm doing this other thing...
The Fit
Yes, we do look similar
The Makeup
The Girls
The Boys
The Boots
The Fans
Production Photos
Photos by Santana's Snapshots
Danny Gabriel 05/28/23
Photo by Space.Coasters
Thank you for my incredible friends
and co-workers
and supervisors
and for all their kindness
and support
and thank you, thank you, thank you