You DO Know
Right?
I mean
You know
Right?
I mean, you have to know –
Right?
Like –
You can’t –
Not know
Like –
How could you NOT know?
How could you just sit there and NOT know?
Like –
Really?
I mean –
I know I try and hide my feelings, but –
Really?
Like –
YOU HAVE TO KNOW
I figured you knew, but you just couldn’t –
Ya know?
Like –
Act on it
Because
Life –
Or whatever.
And I wanted to respect that
But now I’m
Like –
Do you really not know?
I mean –
You should know –
If you don’t –
Which I think you do –
But also I’m not sure –
So maybe that’s where you are too?
Like –
You’re just as lost as I am –
Stuck in this limbo –
Thinking you’re doing everything wrong
Or everything right
Not really sure where things might go tonight?
But –
Like –
C’mon. . .
Right?
I mean, who did I ask out?
Right?
Today I am grateful for:
- Halloween season sneaking up on us
- Cool breezes
- De-humidifiers
- Healing
- Pay checks
- Possibilities
- Birthday plans, ideas, fantasies, and preparations
- Learning and growing
- Resting and recovering
- Manifesting joy with color
- Choosing joy
- Choosing you
- Choosing me too
- Hearing an audience member during Sea Lions Tonite tell my "boss" he needs to "Lower his expectations"
- Having a crowd of nearly 2,000 people chant my name during the pre-show for Sea Lions Tonite
- That maybe someday, one day, when the time is right, you'll figure it out, if you havne't already <3