Prologue: Lost and Learning
- Lost
- Confused
- Dazed
- Ungrounded
- Worthless
- Pointless
- Purposeless
- Empowered
- Useful
- Hope
- Promise
- Peace
- Powerful
- Good at something
- Lucky
- Grateful
- Eager
- Passionate
- Caring
1. Signs
- Dragon Fly
- Change
- Transformation
- Adaptability
- Self-realization
- Mental and emotional maturity and understanding the deeper meaning of life
- Live in the moment and to the fullest
- Make informed choices on a moment-to-moment basis
- Going past self-created illusions that limit our growth and ability to change
- Happiness
- New beginnings
- Love
- Trees
- Physical and spiritual nourishment
- Transformation
- Liberation
- Growth
- Resurrection
- Great Peace
- Pine Tree
- Ability to adapt to different climates/situations/unstoppable/flexible/survivor
- Sun
- Self-Image
- Self Identity
- Peace of mind
- Enlightenment
- Tranquility
- Fortune
- Goodwill
- Insight
- Divine power
- Good omen
2. Affirmations
- Change is easy
- I love what I do every day
- I am happy
- I am beautiful
- I love myself
- I workout in ways that are fun and feel good
- I do fun things
- I socialize
- I have a purpose
- I am useful
- I am helpful
- I am a good person
- I am enough
3. All I want is to be able to wear whatever clothes I want without someone mistaking me for a boy.
Also, gender is not binary and please stop thinking its either boy or girl - grow up - get educated - I dunno, or just maybe don't assume you know someone based on their appearance. So now I'm like - hair extensions? Hair bows? Earrings? Dresses? But sometimes when I wear them I feel like an imposter. But why do I have to prove my femininity to you? or to myself? And why does this matter so much to me? Why can't I just wear whatever I want and be happy? And why am I so scared of what people will think if I do get hair extensions? What if I go on a date and want to wear the extensions - will that make me some kinda liar? Or is it the equivalent of wearing a scarf or pink pants? And why do I feel like people who identify as male don't have to worry about this? And why are there things like dress codes where I have to wear a 'blouse'? And WHAT IS A BLOUSE? And why isn't it easier to feel beautiful?