Not from the braces that were tightened,
Nor the cavities that were filled,
but because -
For the 3 hours I spent with you,
I couldn't stop smiling.
And I felt shy
And I felt awkward
And I wanted to run away
And I wanted to hide
Because I felt vulnerable
And seen
And looked at
And listened to
And attended to
And I'm not used to that
I'm not used to someone giving me their full attention
Their special mention
I'm not used to their entire world, being me, for more than a moment
And I felt happy
And I felt elated
And I've never felt so many sensations from someone holding my hand
And I felt innocent
And I felt gracious
And every touch is a thousand little glimmers of lightning -
Pop rocks in my blood vessels
Rice Krispies in my skin
Sparklers in my stomach
& Butterfries in my chest
And my walls are as thin as pochato chips
And my heart more open than a Pringle can
And I'm doing the best I can
To not be too much of a demand
To not command
To enjoy this land
And I told you how when you held me it felt like you didn't want to let me go
And you told me that you didn't
And now I'm saying, "Then, don't."
What
How
When
Who?
How did I
What did I
to get to you ?
When will I
Where will I
y tú?
Wowowowowowowowow
Well, well, well, well, well
m-hm, m-hm, m-hm
hmmmmmmmm
Creating our own version of heaven or hell -
Can't imagine -
Oh well -
Suddenly -
Sh!t.
Oh hell.
And I still have so much to tell -
Where do I begin?
When should I?
How could I?
Here, let us begin -
Each time?
It's like there's this hand
This force
This vortex
This web
This cord
This invisible string -
In my heart
In my chest
And it's reaching out
And it gets caught,
on you,
And it's like --
Music without a note of resolution,
a country without a constitution,
a chemist without a solution,
hamilton without a revolution,
a fully stocked warehouse without a plan of distribution,
a fossil without evolution,
a university without an institution,
rules without execution,
a courtroom without prosecution,
an understudy rehearsal without substitution,
a straight shot without dilution,
and my lips can't reach a conclusion
are you my new delusion?
Let there be no confusion
it's like a sentence without an end
Pooh bear without a friend
Today I may have referred to you as my -
But, don't worry, it was to a stranger,
I know, I know, I never asked you to be my avenger,
just relax, there is no danger,
They don't know
And what you don't know
Is I'm probably going to smile at you through the entire show
And is it me, or do we glow?
And how the hell could it be more obvious?
And is it me, or is it us?
Oh hell
Roses are red, Violets are blue,
I kept the first rose you gave to me too.
Dear Universe,
Thank you.
Thank you for the human who sat through all of LEGO batman with me and laughed just as much as I did
Thank you for the stories
Thank you for the humor
Thank you for the goof
Thank you for the cutie